26 May 2023

Tika dan Saat Ini (2023)

26 May 2023 - while listening to Medicine; Tika dan Saat Ini

1. This is very random, after 3 years I am back here. At the safest place where I won't be judged (I hope so) hehe. Currently working from home. S is at work while A (A is my baby though he is already 2 now) is at play school. And aa yes, I a mom of one now. Could you have ever imagined, me - being a mom? I couldn't ever.. but I am now.

2. How time flies.. I used to be here since I was 18; writing on my puppy love story, how life has hits me, going ups and downs through rollercoaster of life and here I am, a 31 years grown ass woman?

3. Life is okay. After 2020 - that stay at home stuffs and all, everything seems fine. S, has been a very good partner to me, a great father to A. We do quarrel a bit, and sometimes I am still the person I am at 20s - the less mature self but I am glad he's wise enough to be able to control me hahaha. 

4. He's the one and hopefully will always be ❤️ hihihi

5. Tokwan left us last year and Taiping, our hometown has never been the same. I missed him so much tho.

6. Sedih juga sebenarnya bila kita sedar yang ada manusia begitu terikat dan memaknai wang ringgit lebih daripada keluarga. 

7. I wished to write at least 10 points to share but it seems like I have loss my words here.

8. I am no that good at writing actually, I am better at singing but only to myself and my loved ones hihi

9. Oh, one of my best friend has delivered a very healthy and cute baby (girl) after 5 years of TTC. Rezeki Tuhan datang dalam macam - macam cara dan bentuk; Ada ketikanya, Tuhan tak beri ada kita mahu, tapi bagi apa yang kita perlu.

10. Moga Allah swt makbulkan, izinkan segala doa dan kemahuan rakan - rakan juga rezekikan rezeki terbaik, pada waktu terbaik untuk semua.


Listening to this type of song really helps to write well eh? Hehe